Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Busting Out

I didn't post fat stats yesterday. I'm not going to do them today either.

Why? I. just. don't. want. to.

I'm emo, I'm fat, I'm depressed, I'm unmotivated. I'm pissed at myself. Pissed at the world.

Today is the very last Wednesday I will ever work with Fat Girl Slim. And that sucks.

There is just way to much going on in my life right now.

Changing jobs.

Moving kids to a new school.

Moving an entire household with 2 1/2 weeks notice.

Leaving everyone I know and love.

Trying to sell a house that's now worth considerably less than I owe.

And on top of that I've been eating horribly and not counting my calories. This just spirals my depression. Not good. I need to bust out of this ... this ... whatever the hell this is.